in the end–the beginning
January 27, 2010
You said,
“Everything in its time, child
everything in its time.”
So I heeded your words—
lined my shelter with promises
and filled the cracks with hope.
I waited as expectation began to wither
like branches in the dead of winter
You burned to keep me warm.
You said,
“Everything in its time, child
everything in its time—”
This(Your)truth sang me to sleep.
—
And so this is spring…
white blankets slowly roll back,
ice melts and drips away;
sinks deep into the earth and
waters the seed that long lay dormant.
Roots unfurled and tendrils
stretched out toward the sun,
all I held had come undone.
I awoke to find that all had changed
No, not one remained the same
Yet, when everything I loved
had long since come and gone
You whispered beauty in my ear…
—
Everything in its time, child
everything in its time.